About This Woman

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Well what can I say my horizon is expanded. I rarely limit myself, with that being said I love a little bit of everything. I am in the united states Navy but aside from that I love to write. I love good music that I can feel, music that can take me to new worlds, a taste of "something different". Though I am young I have experienced pains that many of my elders can no where near relate to, which is why writing as well as the art of speech help me tell my story to thoes who are willing to lend an ear. A few of my inspirations are Jessica Holter, Love the poet, Zane, and Maya Angelou. I love cooking and creating new journeys for my taste buds to travel. I love art and self expression, design. As a writer I am for the voice of women and consider myself a feminist. Hopefully someday I will get a book that I have been writing published.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Planet Doom 09'

Where do i belong most?
whats up for me to see?
my eyes constantly move in darkness
and chained remains my feet.
im longing for the sunnyside trees and vallys low
tides are breaking yet build back up where white lilies grow.
a place i can shoutout my feelings not hold back just free
a place where beings understand the anatomy of me

heart is torn, wings still broken
tatered feelings yet im still hoping.

my world is in the universe where is yours?
ones like me are rarely seen others born with golden doors
my world is rage and sorrow hills of agony
gloom and terror fills the air tears fall from the trees

hurt remains my life if planet doom remains
im needing someone to rescue me someone whos not ashamed
blame me for planet doom, praise and savor yours
if dreams are ment to be fullfilled they will spread
and not be torn.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Why?


What do i do when my spirit seems stuck in one place
but my dreams are on a constant move?
what do i do when i feel as if im tied down
and its something that i cant bear to do?
how do i tell you were moving to fast
and you respect every word from my voice?
how do we continue to be just friends
without me feeling ive broken your heart?
why do i get attached so fast knowing my future ahead?
why dont i dare to put feelings aside,
and continue to keep my goals fed?
busy ill be in the future of mine must stay focused
and keep my dreams tailored.
loves not an option cant be tied down
with the traveling life of a sailor.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

My Chocolate Brotha



Soon ill be gone from here
and all i can do is imagine
My chocolate brotha
what can i say
all i can do is imagine
ecstacy is what ill call you
for you send overpowering emotion
and yet all i can do is imagine
imagine your touch..how does it feel?
My chocolate brotha
 I need it
dont care how much it takes ill go out of my way
ill imagine its you I can feel it
every nerve in my waist calls out your name
listen shhhh can you hear it
every nerve on my thighs screams for your rein
peer pressuring you to go near it
My chocolate brotha
what you doing to me
my legs suddenly i cant stand
i can only imagine you making my day
giving all praises to man
ohhhhhhh
sweet ecstacy how joyous it is to be  woman
to feel a man on this body of mine wanna taste it
how lovely how scrumptious.
i can only imagine our body language
we speak with out souls not our mouths
our mouths are to busy at least yours is
tempting to figure me out
chest pressed against mine
a towering chant you recieve once you straddle me
however you take it 
do yo thang
cant wait for my legs and your shoulders to meet
My chocolate brotha such nice lips you have
send em a sistahs way
ill hold on to them
my personal slave
the cure for every body ache
yet i can only imagine
but
My brotha your like sugar to me
so sweet.....
tell me, how do i taste?
what a ride that its been
lets make this reality
soon ill be further away

Sunday, November 7, 2010

I Smile, I Wait, I Need

I smile, I wait, i need,
hearts joined with a smile its you and i
this woman youll learn how to read.

youll soon understand my feelings at hand
what i love what i hate and adore,
youll soon understand what it takes to be a man
and understand why a woman needs more.

effection, and heart to show her you care
i smile, i wait, i need,
hearts joined with a smile, Man should travel for miles
just to reach the destination she sees.

i smile to let you know that i want to be happy no hurt
and not filled with gloom,
the smile on my face lets man know its his place
to make full every small cresent moon.

i wait on true love so that it can take its coarse
my heart is too delicate to hold,
slow and steady wins the race man should set a good pace
and easily win the key to my soul.

I need so many things, a woman "needs" she dosnt want,
i need for man to understand the values of do's and donts.
i need to be understood my harmones are diffrent from his,
i need man to understand that im not crazy i live.
i need to be held when i nagg sometimes ,
thats the cure that man should give when i am fussin and crying.
i need the opposite sex to evaluate me and learn womens ways,
soothe my thoughts and "the anatomy of me" on tough days.

i smile, i wait,i need
women love, women hate, women bleed.
women want, women pray, women cry,
women lust, women feel women die.
women fade, women tarnish, yet women dream,
a woman i am im waiting for you
i smile, i wait, i need.

-Ms.Poetic Magic

Reaching Out 10'

If you reach out for me i will reach out for you,
forever, unseparated, it will be just us two.
mutual balance of glory heads two hearts of the same,
travel days on a journey eternal us your last name.

future bound by a tie
forever "rise" you and i
framed with tons of suprise
free with love and with pride

If you reach out for me i will reach out for us,
forever guarding this life protecting us is a must.
if you reach out for me i will fill you with trust,
we might not conquer the world but we will conquer enough.
-Ms.Poetic Magic

If Only You Knew How I Felt About You

If only you knew how i felt i about you
for i recently just found out,
If only you knew that i dream about you
and what all of these tears are about.
It seems everyday somethings new about you
that expands my heart with ease,
No ocean can explain how much im into you
no river not even a sea.

Its something about you that moves me
so many possibilities,
No ending shall find us together we will be
in a heaven titled "You and Me".
You confuse me so much, how do you feel about me?
I know right now we cant be official,
but do you see what i see in this world full of dreams
because I see me with your last initial.


I know that your shy but whats that supposed to mean
because I can see right through all that,
Im not afraid to stand tall and speak to you first
I respect the strengths that we both lack.

But I want to be strong and together well be
when you hint to me how you feel,
If only you knew how I felt about you
Then my heart would have time to heal.


Now that you know how I feel about you
slowly guide me through feelings of yours,
are any of our wishes the same?
do from me you ever want more?

I want to be strong and together well be
as soon as you give me the rest,
Now that you know how I feel about you
im hoping the answer is yes.
-Ms.Poetic Magic

Weak Leave Me Be 10'

If I could speak id tell to you the reasons for my pain
If I could talk to you id tell  you the reasons for my shame
My weakness conqers me, the me that has control
My weakness
My heart
Divine
My soul
My weakness harasses me, the me that cant let go
The me that stays afraid
The me that will not grow but,
If I could speak to you id tell  you the reasons
If I could talk to you id tell you the reasons
weakness.....you have control
my weakness
my heart
eternal
my soul.